Tuesday, June 24, 2014

what really matters

one afternoon on the beach; taken with Rolleiflex T + lomography XR 50-200
comes to me even though I don't go get it. I just go with the flow. I'm just here, just passive, but try my best to do what little I can do to help a few who need me.

Monday, June 23, 2014


I just can't believe it was taken in 2005, and that four years have passed since, either.
Tabi in a laundry basket

Sunday, June 15, 2014



I saw a pot of wild hydrangea at a strange shop at this time one or two years ago. I was deadly attracted to it; the way the branches was so beautiful. Yet I didn't buy it, afraid of having it die (I am really bad at growing plants). And there was a thick bunch of hydrangea in our tiny garden for more than 15 years. Last summer after the flowers bloomed, my father cut the branches short as usual. Now it seems to have died. Fish herb is more lush than last years and covers the ground. I miss the hydrangea and remember the wild hydrangea of the shop, regretting not buying it.

photos: taken in the neighborhood on June 14, 2014

Sunday, June 08, 2014


I am your guardian angel.

I have experienced sleep palsy for the first time. It's kind of weird that it's the first time because I have spent these 20 years having unhealthy sleeping habit; I sleep late and I sleep a lot in the daytime especially these 10 years. Anyway, my first sleep palsy felt frightening. I feel dead tired now. To avoid sleep palsy, you might as well keep early hours, and lie down on your side.