夢を見た

  in the last days; w/CONTAX Aria; June, 2010

コーヒー淹れてたら急に思い出した、今朝方の夢。弟が何故かモノクソ性格の悪い女を彼女だー、とか言って連れて来て、ドラマの中にだけやと思ってたわ、こんな最悪の女、って思いながら、負けるもんかと強く出る私。でも相手の方が若いし全くめげないしで、こっちはもうへろへろになって泣きそうになってる・・・そこへ、タビがてくてくとやってきた！見た目は少しタビと違ってるのだけど、間違いなくそれはタビヲで、わー、帰って来てくれたんやなぁ・・・ってしばらく抱きしめるうちにふわっと光の粒になって消えてしまった。でもそのおかげでとても癒された、という夢。

気になるので、メモっておこうと思い立ち。

When I was making coffee, I remembered suddenly what I had seen in my dream early this morning: One of my brothers brings a very mean girl and introduces her to me. He says she is the girl he's dating. No, she can't be! This is a sh●t, such a f●●king girl. Incredibly bad character she has! I try to beat her, but she is beyond me. She doesn't seem to be upset whatever I say and do. It is I that is almost about to cry... There he goes, Tabi! He looks a bit different in the fur color, but he IS Tabi! Oh, where have you been? You're back home, back to me! I hug him and he purrs. Then before anyone knows he vapors into bubbles of light, disappears. But it heals me a lot.
It brought tears to my eyes; the coffee was a bit salty, perhaps.
But was it a sign of something?

p.s. ついでに気になってたものを思い出したので。というか、欲しい・・・いやいや、がまん。てか、ホンマ無理やし！

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