Saturday, February 28, 2015

I read

unknown plant on the shore
"Far North " by Marcel Theroux. It was a unimaginably tough story but really intriguing. A barren image of the fields and towns lingered in my mind while I was in the story, but the story has something rich and fertile because of the main character, who is very far from me, "far north" itself.

Now, I'm reading The Year of Magical Thinking by Joan Didion. 

Wednesday, February 25, 2015

春眠求む

as you see, I always fix the lomography film at a wrong position:(

spring is almost here (though we have some more cold days ahead),
and the time has just started when I suffer from pollen allergy.

Monday, February 23, 2015

"be active phyisically


and talk with your body when you are down mentally."

That simple practice does help most, for sure. 
(In fact I don't understand really how and about what to talk with my body and haven't done that, though.)

Have a nice week ahead!

Sunday, February 22, 2015

晴れのち曇り

at a nearby beach; taken in November 2014
It got cloudy unfortunately when we got to the beach, but we had a really good time there. 

Tuesday, February 17, 2015

梅薫る

japanese plum blossom on February 16, 2015
そうだ、梅がもう咲いてるんだった、と梅の香りのお線香を灯す今日この頃。
I forgot but they had already started blooming and giving off a faint good smell.

This time last year I was visiting my mother in the hospital every day and dropping by at a shrine which has japanese plum trees in the small site. They were beautiful so I wanted to break off a branch to bring it to my mother, which I thought was nonsense (and it would be a crime!). Instead I shot the blossom with my camera and iPhone and showed her the images. It seems like a long time ago.

Sunday, February 08, 2015

spending days idly

cut flowers bought on Jan. 28 still in bloom (taken on Feb. 8)
切り花って、意外ともつ。12日目にしてやっとラナンキュラスのつぼみがほころび始めた。買った時には咲いてたトルコキキョウもまだ咲いてるし。毎週の法要でお坊さんが雑談の中で興味深い話を色々してくれたが、花は枯れても飾っておいていい、それが命の有り様だから(「枯れたけんってすぐにポーイ!とかあかん」とも言うてた)、というようなことをおっしゃってて、すごく共感したんだっけ(わたしの場合はズボラからきてるのが半分だけど)。

Sunday, January 25, 2015

Friday, January 23, 2015

just resting

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taken in November 2013

I ask to myself if it's just a rest or a complete loss of something.

Thursday, January 22, 2015

雨、雨

#e6c0c0 : rose dust
Rose flowers inWinter; taken in December 2010 with Polaroid 600 film
I wonder if roses still bloom there.
ふと思い出した。このバラ、今でも咲き続けてるんだろうか。

Wednesday, January 21, 2015

冬はほどけはじめてますか?

anticipation of winter winding down: ほどける冬
taken with Olympus ep-1, in January 2011

Is winter thawing in your place?
Here in Japan, it is 'Daikan', which word is used in an old calendar, meaning the coldest time in the year. 

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

Sunday, January 18, 2015

quiet

Indulge yourself:)
It was a very quiet Sunday, as is true of any other day.
I don't watch TV nor listen to music very much these days.

I try to listen to you breathing.


Saturday, January 17, 2015

有為無常

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夜風微凉 树摇月晃
云儿在飛 我在想

水流 花儿香

一片夜色放心上

喜中带忧 暗中有光

怎么度 怎么量

田野 山岗
美丽之下的凄凉
無常

你看那山色湖光
你看那蓝天白杨
看不到一丝渺茫
你再看海天碧浪
你再看晚霞曙光
禁不住匆匆忙忙
把希望留给失望
la.............

(無常 by 王菲)

Thursday, January 15, 2015

今日は雨

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Fallen Camelia; It rained today but I don't have a photo of falling rain to post here.