Be yourself!!

なんか人間クサッ！変な顔！！って思って撮ったこの2枚。（というか、私に何か批判めいたことを訴えてる・・・か？＞ｍ＜）

一緒に暮らしてると、お互い似てくるけれど、アホでどうしょうもない人間に似ることなんてないからね。あなたはあなたらしくあれ！

私みたくどうしようもなくダメなだらしない人間をこれほど無条件に愛してくれる存在、他にない、ということを、最近ひしひしと感じて、この子たちがいなくなったら、私、本気でダメダメやろうな・・・って思う。今、なんとか最低ラインでも持ちこたえられているのは、この子達の存在が大きいなあ。

失う辛さはたとえようがない・・・また同じ後悔をしないように、大切にする、一緒にいる、なるべく長く、幸せに生きてねと祈る、他に出来ることがあるかな。何をしてあげたらいいかな。

When I took these photos, I thought "Oh, why are you making a human-like look, Koma??" and found it funny. Yes, cats, as well as other companion animals like dogs, get to resemble their human company they live with. But I do hope you don' have to behave like stupid humans like me! Just be yourself:))

I do respect and cherish my cats and appreciate the fact that they love me however stupid and damn person I am. They always love me whether I am pathetic or sloppy, I feel that more and more deeply these days.  NO OTHER BEING loves me like they do. So I can't and don't want imagine the day they're all gone...

I am always feeling sorry for Tengteng, a beloved and gone cat, that I couldn't be with her at the last moment. So I don't want to repent another time. What I can do and have to do is take good care of them and be with them whenever possible. And hope for their long life and happiness.