sleepless nights

taken above Saigon; w/ Le Sardina + lomography CN100 

I am always dreaming of flying above, flying over the ocean. Just can't help it. Wanna go somewhere abroad already;D

このところ、風邪っぴきのせいで、今日（つうか昨日も一昨日も）昼間寝てしまったので、布団に入っても夜眠れない。そして写真を見ても見なくても海を飛び越えてどこかへ飛んでいく夢を見る。でも、空を飛ぶ夢ばかり見てるわけではなく、今朝見たのは、コマとそっくりな猫がテンテコやヨーダとそっくりの子猫をコマと同じく６匹生んだ夢（でも全員別猫だと分かってる）。そしてその子猫たちが次々とわたしに襲いかかって・・・ではなくて、飛びついてくる夢でした。幸せ過ぎて目を覚ましたくなかったのに、ふいに意識が覚醒して起きたら朝の５時。不規則な睡眠してるから体内時計も狂うわな＞m＜

But I don't like going out very much in fact, especially for some events where look-alikes and fellows of similar tastes gather. At such occasions I feel kind of embarrassed and uncomfortable and get very weary for some reason I can't explain clearly. OK. To be honest, though I like pretty things,  I don't have much interest in getting chouette stuff any more. I don't feel any urge or desire to visit those fantastic places. I could say I only love animals & nature and admire their beauty. (and I'd like to see people who are trying hard... which gives some encouragement and inspiration to me, who is really idle and easily slacks off). It's possibly that I'd love to go out somewhere abroad because I wanna be among different people. I need to be released from the air around me. Or else I will just stay home... to cure myself of my sticky cold!